Seems having answered this question for many many times since I arrived here. Every time the answer is nearly the same one "Good", I don't think I can give any other answers, because I never heard anyone giving other answers. In fact I wondered if people really care the answer 'cause sometimes I'm not sure if they really heard me. Maybe "How are you" is just another way of saying "Hi".
The truth is, no matter I've said "Good" or "Fine" or "OK" to answer this question for how many times, I'm definitely not fine. Not fine? Well, maybe not that bad, I'm just not THAT "good". Kind of struggling these days, trying to figure out a workable way to balance my life, or to survive happily. Even though maybe I can finish readings more quickly than before, I still cannot find enough time for thinking about all the ideas, still cannot locate myself in the discussion framework of the class, and still philosophically and logically straying. Sometimes I just feel there's a mess in my mind, and I need a clue to clear it up. But where's the clue?
Definitely need to talk, talk with someone who understands all this situation. But then what? Certainly talking is not the ultimate solution, and if there's a ultimate solution, it's on me. So, the best possibility is that I spend some time working with myself and trying to target myself in a better way. And maybe all these should be started at scheduling every day more effectively.
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