Scar

Scar reminds you something, something like the "existence".

We always say that "when you feel the existence of one thing of your body, you know there is something going wrong with it", and that's the way how scar reminds us.

I have many scars. The one companies me for the longest time is right on my right eyebrow, a white, long scar. Someone thought that's the reason why I wear long hair, to hide the scar. Well, that's not true. The only reason for wearing long hair is just because I like it, although it really makes the scar uneasy to be seen. Actually, I am kind of liking the scar, especially when I was a little girl and tried to be a different person from all the others. Today, I become neutral with it, I reagard it as part of me, and I don't emphasize the existence of it.

Other scars, like those on my knees and elbows, they exist as a reminder. Although some of the scars have become vague as time goes by, when I see them, they still remind me something, something about the rainy days, the wonderful summer time, my youth and college time. They remind me that, I once devoted my youth to such a wonderful group, that I would never regret.

The scars tell me, the history really exists. What we have gone through will eventually leave something on us, like scars. Scars were companying with hurt and tears, when tears were wiped away, the scars remind me what I have experienced. I think scar is good, it keeps telling us "Be careful next time". Because you know, there is not only "scar on body" but also "scar on mind".